The Paxil has stopped working again..I just keep feeling worse and worse. My thoughts have been going nonstop..my brain just won't turn off. It's annoying when I'm trying to sleep. I have to take melatonin to get relaxed enough. Yesterday I had awful brain fog..I almost left my apartment without my backpack (which has my keys in it)! I NEVER do ( Read more... )

Here's a video of the Northern Lights from Saturday. Other people got better videos probably, but this is closest to what I saw

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I think the lower dose of Paxil is working again..I have a LOT more energy. It feels weird haha..I forgot what it felt like to not be tired. :P I have more motivation and my mood is better. Yay! It better stay this way ( Read more... )

Thank you so much for your support on my last entry. <3 I've already started moving stuff back to where I want it. I would honestly rather it look somewhat messy than impeccably clean. Dad will never understand..he'll just have to deal with it though ( Read more... )

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That would be so scary! D:

I'm off Paxil and on Wellbutrin now. Mom said she noticed I'm different..like more "peppy" and upbeat. The Paxil was definitely making me feel awful. It's nice to feel myself again!

Game of Thrones broke my heart last night..whyyyy *whimpers* (I've never been that upset reading a book before! :P)

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Today is Ryan's 21st birthday..wow haha. I wonder if he'll want to go out and get his first drink. Mom's gonna make him a chocolate cake hehe ( Read more... )

Today I went to the doctor and talked about my depression and how Paxil isn't working anymore..so she prescribed a new medicine, Wellbutrin. She said it helps motivate people which I definitely need. Of course I have to wean off Paxil first so it'll be a couple weeks before I start Wellbutrin. I want to get a counselor too at the Behavioral Health ( Read more... )

Lately I've been really tired..I'm always thinking about when I'll sleep next and take naps when I can. I've also felt annoyed and grouchy about things that I'd normally brush off. I want to snap at everyone. I don't of course, but I hate it and it's not like me. Today I went to the doctor (a new one since Dr. Werle went somewhere else) since I had ( Read more... )

Woo Thanksgiving break..I think mom's gonna pick me up after she gets off work. Hopefully I can see Happy Feet 2 (GLACIERS, NORTHERN LIGHTS AND CUTE PENGUINS OMG) and go to that book sale..and of course eat lots of food haha ( Read more... )

I'm going back on the Paxil..I'm not really doing well off of it. The darkness/cold is really bothering me, PMS symptoms are horrible..etc. I went to the doctor and he said it was ok to go back on. Good thing I still have some from last time. I'm really regretting my decision to go off..like why did I think that was a good idea?? I was happy, ( Read more... )

I stayed home from work today..I called in and only two people were there and I wasn't feeling well at all so I decided to stay home and rest. Mom called and said the roads are REALLY bad where she is..she didn't go to work either. She needs water but the water truck can't get up there probably..she said the place was closed. We may have ( Read more... )