Livejournal, I got robbed
I went home Friday at 2:30pm after only being gone for 4 hours and found the sliding door open. I didn't mind and actually had a sense of peace because I've come home to see the damn front door open with Osman inside. I figured he was outside, or letting the air in and at the store. I closed the gate and had a few things to take care of. Wash my leotard, eat! have a beverage! blah blah blah So then I decided it is time for me to relax. It's fucking Friday. I had 3 final exams this week, a Spurs game, and a funeral so I was spent and ready to get on myspace. I turned toward my computer and it was missing. It took maybe a whole 8 seconds for it to register with me. I looked around and my camera was gone. I use to keep it locked up in my glove compartment. I was also missing the same ring I wrote about 2 years ago when I got so trashed I thought I lost the ring my Grandmother got me for my quicinera. I later found it in a vase. I had hidden it from myself and others to ensure that I wouldn't lose it because I was so trashed and forgot. Every pair of earings I've collected over the years were gone except two. Also my mom's laptop was missing
It could've been worse, by all means I know. I could've been there, I could've lost more than that like my car or mp3 player etc. there are so many things that could be worse. But it makes me sad nonetheless. And bitter. I feel like.. I have a certain developed integrity. I keep speculating whether it was some greedy kid, someone who knows me, someone who needs drug money, or someone who couldn't get the bills paid. IDK ... I just feel like I might feel bitter and more paranoid of people. I feel genuinely sad. I know I'll get over it.. but not today. I know it could be worse.. I guess I really appreciated its mechanism of distraction for me when I'm away from Michael or avoiding something else.
IDK ..I got robbed. The laptop had only 1 partially working usb chord, and bad battery life without the battery which they will not be able to use because the chord got stuck when they were leaving. That satisfies me. They took the wrong chord for my camera. They took my mp3 player chord. I can't charge my mp3 player or change my music without it. They can't upload pictures without the chord they left.. I had one set of gold earings which were a gift I never wore. I am just not one for precious metals, as pretty as they are. It is bittersweet. I know that they wont really be able to get shit out of that stuff because of their mistakes and the quality of the objects, and that is satisfying. They looked for things to take to a pawn shop. Who's gonna want those incomplete items and non valuable earrings? Me. I want my things back. I get attached. Livejournal. Fuck lazy fucking bastards with no integrity. Fuck greedy motherfuckers who steal. Fuck negative scumbags who can't work for their own shit and can't spend their money wisely enough. Like what did they think I had? I wont spend more than $20 on a shirt and more than $10 on earrings.. fuck them. I guess that's it.. idk eljay. i'm glad you weren't lost in the abyss of greed and reside online. The safest unsafe place for anything to be. holla
It could've been worse, by all means I know. I could've been there, I could've lost more than that like my car or mp3 player etc. there are so many things that could be worse. But it makes me sad nonetheless. And bitter. I feel like.. I have a certain developed integrity. I keep speculating whether it was some greedy kid, someone who knows me, someone who needs drug money, or someone who couldn't get the bills paid. IDK ... I just feel like I might feel bitter and more paranoid of people. I feel genuinely sad. I know I'll get over it.. but not today. I know it could be worse.. I guess I really appreciated its mechanism of distraction for me when I'm away from Michael or avoiding something else.
IDK ..I got robbed. The laptop had only 1 partially working usb chord, and bad battery life without the battery which they will not be able to use because the chord got stuck when they were leaving. That satisfies me. They took the wrong chord for my camera. They took my mp3 player chord. I can't charge my mp3 player or change my music without it. They can't upload pictures without the chord they left.. I had one set of gold earings which were a gift I never wore. I am just not one for precious metals, as pretty as they are. It is bittersweet. I know that they wont really be able to get shit out of that stuff because of their mistakes and the quality of the objects, and that is satisfying. They looked for things to take to a pawn shop. Who's gonna want those incomplete items and non valuable earrings? Me. I want my things back. I get attached. Livejournal. Fuck lazy fucking bastards with no integrity. Fuck greedy motherfuckers who steal. Fuck negative scumbags who can't work for their own shit and can't spend their money wisely enough. Like what did they think I had? I wont spend more than $20 on a shirt and more than $10 on earrings.. fuck them. I guess that's it.. idk eljay. i'm glad you weren't lost in the abyss of greed and reside online. The safest unsafe place for anything to be. holla