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lets see... life is going... going ok... i too make bad decisions at times... even though i know its the wrong thing to do, i still do it... thats something i guess that we all struggle with... most days hopefully doing well with it... somedays i just need Gods grace and i must humble myself, repent, and move on... hoping not to fall again... but knowing that i will never be perfect. Setting precausions and than getting accountability... boundries, self-controla and discipline to stick with it. But i know God is not mocked... we will reap what we sow... that scares me enouch to keep me in line, for the most part.
Chris and i are taking a break agian... this time seriously sticking to not being alone together... i feel like an idiate even saying anything about this... its embaressing. Its unnessary and shameful to have this keep comming up... i guess its life but i guess we are doing a sucky job at it... what can i say but we really are taking this serious this time... More than ever before b/c we realize what we have being doing isn't working.
Only a month left till Josey and i leave for Colorado... im excited...
Im back working at the store part time and than the donation center part time... keeps life more interesting... this week im getting 8 hours over time... thats a blessing b/c i can definetly use the money...
Hmm school is almost done...
ok well thats my life right now
Chris and i went to the Muarry Hill last night, that was pretty fun... we have been really enjoying eachothers company the past few days... i've really let go of being easily angered... ive realised i need to just rest in the confidence that he loves me and not worry about jealousy etc... thats really been helping, we havent fought for 4 days or so... well tonight politics came up, but we just dropped it b/f it became an issue... so i think we are learning
i know my life is repeat... but what can i say...
Chris and i are taking a break agian... this time seriously sticking to not being alone together... i feel like an idiate even saying anything about this... its embaressing. Its unnessary and shameful to have this keep comming up... i guess its life but i guess we are doing a sucky job at it... what can i say but we really are taking this serious this time... More than ever before b/c we realize what we have being doing isn't working.
Only a month left till Josey and i leave for Colorado... im excited...
Im back working at the store part time and than the donation center part time... keeps life more interesting... this week im getting 8 hours over time... thats a blessing b/c i can definetly use the money...
Hmm school is almost done...
ok well thats my life right now
Chris and i went to the Muarry Hill last night, that was pretty fun... we have been really enjoying eachothers company the past few days... i've really let go of being easily angered... ive realised i need to just rest in the confidence that he loves me and not worry about jealousy etc... thats really been helping, we havent fought for 4 days or so... well tonight politics came up, but we just dropped it b/f it became an issue... so i think we are learning
i know my life is repeat... but what can i say...