fresh start

Apr 11, 2006 01:16

hmm we talked... it was cute b/c he really missed me, that made me happy... he tried calling me 2x and text messaging me, cuz he said technically it had been 3 days... but i didn't think so... than he called me on his brother in laws phone and i answered that one...lol... o well, im flaughtered he cared that much. He is really cute, he did seek God, and did other things that prove to me he is trying to put God first... its funny cuz we both unknowingly were studying out of Hebrews...
He is wanting to go look at property near Tampa this weekend... i plan to go too, we will stay with his friend... should be great/fun... i trust that we won't fall again... cuz our relationship would be at stake and neither of us want that...
Im excited to go away for the summer, b/c i wanted a new perspective, kinda to judge the seriousness of your relationship and how much we mean or don't mean to eachother... but than tonight he told me the same thing... and that made me a little worried that he would even question it... even though i was doing the same thing... its going to be a real test on us... and i want to pass it so much... im really sad thinking of any other possible outcome, and scared too... but i really just need to trust God on this.
Hmm well I think he put us together and we are great for one another... we just get worldly and thats why its bumpy... we really know we need to seek God more personally and in our relationship, and right now its a good fresh start... but easier said than done... so pray we can keep it up and be growing spiritually and have an encouraging relationship that is God honoring.
My history teacher ended our class for good tongiht... 3 weeks early, im stoked, and i got an A, that was the most ridicuously easy class ever, and im not complaining (0:
Im back home tonight... the Felsers are here... good times... chillin with JOsey and Lindsey too... better go to bed though... so tired... whoo hoo got work again (0:
o and i need to do hw for biology b/f wed afternoon... can't forget...
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