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grrr... awww, i get all this pent up anger inside of me and i feel i will explode, i want to crush something... i don't know how to handle my feelings... im in anguish... why do we have to fight over the stupidest things, so ridiculous, can we not see eye to eye on anything and yet i will still desire to kiss him and i don't want to let him go... what the heck, i guess tonight was just bumpy... but overall it was pretty good... we went on a double date saw Stick IT, kinda cute... hmm had pizza and whatnot, i guess its just i have a hard time letting go of something and than it grows inside of me and makes me bitter... and than i want to fix things, deprately throwing myself at him, and than when his response is somewhat cold it leaves me feeling empty... ill just go to sleep and wake up better??? what the heck, i guess i mainly just write when somethings bothering me in order to get it out... for the most part we are doing really good, my life is decent.