I dont want too.. i can't...
Fuck my fucking life i dont want to live it anymore.. i fucking quit i give up.. all i ever wanted to do was love you the way you used to love me.. i still love you, can't be with out you.. i hurt so bad you dont even know... i hurts to know that you dont love me the way i love you... you traded me in for a newer model i guess you can say... you have no idea what you've done to me...this pain i feel now is worst than any other i've ever felt.. worse than my own flesh and blood dying like when my uncle died..
I did all that i could for you, i gave you all that i could.. my heart.. the one thing i still had left and treasured and valued... i gave that to you knowing you'd always be there and you'd be the one that would take care of it because you loved it too.. And then.. and then you leave for a while and some one fucking puts ideas in your head saying that God will love you if this.. if that... If you give up that you'll get this.. Bullshit.. Love isn't doesn't have a value.. it's just something you feel.. you felt it for me for 3 months...and then afterwards i fucking KNOW you must've felt it because even then you fooled around with me. But you came up with the lame ass excuse saying it's not what your soul wanted just the flesh.. fuck it.. the heart feels what it feels and it does what it does.
How could you have done this to me.. to your own fucking best friend.. when you say i'm like a sister to you i fucking just feel like slitting my wrist and dying.. your brought me happiness and then with four little words brought me so much pain.. "lets just be friends..." I can't just be friends because i love you, i like you.. i want you.. i want to be with you.. but you dont understand and you dont give a rats ass about what i feel.. and even though you know what i feel..all you say.. is.. maybe we just need a break from eachother and being friends.. and then you say.. Move on throw it away.. well asking me to throw it away.. is asking me to throw my heart away.. but i did.. i gave it away.. i gave it to you thinking you'd take care of if.. but fuck no.. you went on and tore it apart.. you dropped it..stepped on it.. traded it for a "newer model"... How could you??WHY? What did i do wrong? Why can't you just be who you were...? Why?
What did i do wrong...? I did nothing wrong? All i did was love you.. i treated you better than anything you could ask for.. i would've given my life for you.. I just want you to be with me and i just want to feel that happiness once again.. that happiness you and i had.. the happiness we experienced..
ever since then.. all it's been is pain..pain pain pain...
I can't say good bye to you.. and i wont ever do it.. because i love you.. i LOVE YOU>. do you not get the meaning of it...~!
Fucking tears are rolling down my eyes... i feel like hurting myself... so bad,... just want to .. want to make it all go away... all the pain.. the hurt..
Just unbreak my heart ....
I did all that i could for you, i gave you all that i could.. my heart.. the one thing i still had left and treasured and valued... i gave that to you knowing you'd always be there and you'd be the one that would take care of it because you loved it too.. And then.. and then you leave for a while and some one fucking puts ideas in your head saying that God will love you if this.. if that... If you give up that you'll get this.. Bullshit.. Love isn't doesn't have a value.. it's just something you feel.. you felt it for me for 3 months...and then afterwards i fucking KNOW you must've felt it because even then you fooled around with me. But you came up with the lame ass excuse saying it's not what your soul wanted just the flesh.. fuck it.. the heart feels what it feels and it does what it does.
How could you have done this to me.. to your own fucking best friend.. when you say i'm like a sister to you i fucking just feel like slitting my wrist and dying.. your brought me happiness and then with four little words brought me so much pain.. "lets just be friends..." I can't just be friends because i love you, i like you.. i want you.. i want to be with you.. but you dont understand and you dont give a rats ass about what i feel.. and even though you know what i feel..all you say.. is.. maybe we just need a break from eachother and being friends.. and then you say.. Move on throw it away.. well asking me to throw it away.. is asking me to throw my heart away.. but i did.. i gave it away.. i gave it to you thinking you'd take care of if.. but fuck no.. you went on and tore it apart.. you dropped it..stepped on it.. traded it for a "newer model"... How could you??WHY? What did i do wrong? Why can't you just be who you were...? Why?
What did i do wrong...? I did nothing wrong? All i did was love you.. i treated you better than anything you could ask for.. i would've given my life for you.. I just want you to be with me and i just want to feel that happiness once again.. that happiness you and i had.. the happiness we experienced..
ever since then.. all it's been is pain..pain pain pain...
I can't say good bye to you.. and i wont ever do it.. because i love you.. i LOVE YOU>. do you not get the meaning of it...~!
Fucking tears are rolling down my eyes... i feel like hurting myself... so bad,... just want to .. want to make it all go away... all the pain.. the hurt..
Just unbreak my heart ....