It Had To Be You....
Lying in my bed all alone at night,
Lonely and sad, Wishing i could hold you.
Memories playing in my head,
OVer and Over again,
Remembering the first night we shared in my bed,
And how it was a dare, to touch you that time.
I've wanted and liked you ever since you said hello.
I laid eyes on your first, but never realized, how in fact it was you that brought me alive.
Now that you're gone, i lie here alone, with you in my mind and how much i love you so.
Nothing i do gets you out of my mind. I do one thing to try and forget you, but all i seem to think about is how you drove me away from that sensation i had. And yet i still do it hoping to not think of you if even for a few minutes. For those few minutes at least i am calm, nothing in my head but darkness. There's is no light to which to see clear with . Because i know if there was, all i'd see is that face of yours.
Love is a friendship set on fire...
Guess our Love wasn't even a friendship then, and now our friendship? What is it? What has become after all this shit we've gone through? I look back and wonder if all that shit we went through was even worth it. I think back and i'm like what was it all for? But i know why i went through it and didn't call it quits. Cause love was more important to me than all the fighting and yelling.
Why can't i just throw it all away the way that you have? Why do i love you when you don't love me? Why do i think about you when you don't even think about me? Tell me, am i really wasting my time? Why does it feel like he tells me that loving you is right when he's telling you that you dont love me? Why is he giving us two seperate feelings?
You are more than a desire, you're a dream come true. You were at least until it turned into my nightmare. Nothing i do seems to matter.Why is it that you no longer desire my heart, my feelings?
You ask why i don't call you, because it reminds me of something that still truly hearts... While you were gone i called you every day after getting home.. I'd call you and leave you a message on your phone.."baby i love you and i miss you very much, hope you're having fun..." Every day i'd left you a message for what 2 weeks? And then you coming back and what breaking up with me? You made me feel like i wasted my time. Worst, i wasted my feelings. So why call you now? So that maybe the next thing you say to me will be, lets not be friends? Which is basically what i got yesterday from you saying, i'll leave you alone. I thought you never quit..You don't just quit a friendship. But whatever. Do what you want right?
You were what kept me going, my insipiration in life. You were what made me happy at the end of every day how i could call you before bed and you'd make my dreams come true. You were my passion, my fire, my fuel to keep going. You inspired me in everyway, especially when taking photos.
Now you're like the figure in a snow globe, but every time i shake you snow does not fall... only tears from my eyes.
Lonely and sad, Wishing i could hold you.
Memories playing in my head,
OVer and Over again,
Remembering the first night we shared in my bed,
And how it was a dare, to touch you that time.
I've wanted and liked you ever since you said hello.
I laid eyes on your first, but never realized, how in fact it was you that brought me alive.
Now that you're gone, i lie here alone, with you in my mind and how much i love you so.
Nothing i do gets you out of my mind. I do one thing to try and forget you, but all i seem to think about is how you drove me away from that sensation i had. And yet i still do it hoping to not think of you if even for a few minutes. For those few minutes at least i am calm, nothing in my head but darkness. There's is no light to which to see clear with . Because i know if there was, all i'd see is that face of yours.
Love is a friendship set on fire...
Guess our Love wasn't even a friendship then, and now our friendship? What is it? What has become after all this shit we've gone through? I look back and wonder if all that shit we went through was even worth it. I think back and i'm like what was it all for? But i know why i went through it and didn't call it quits. Cause love was more important to me than all the fighting and yelling.
Why can't i just throw it all away the way that you have? Why do i love you when you don't love me? Why do i think about you when you don't even think about me? Tell me, am i really wasting my time? Why does it feel like he tells me that loving you is right when he's telling you that you dont love me? Why is he giving us two seperate feelings?
You are more than a desire, you're a dream come true. You were at least until it turned into my nightmare. Nothing i do seems to matter.Why is it that you no longer desire my heart, my feelings?
You ask why i don't call you, because it reminds me of something that still truly hearts... While you were gone i called you every day after getting home.. I'd call you and leave you a message on your phone.."baby i love you and i miss you very much, hope you're having fun..." Every day i'd left you a message for what 2 weeks? And then you coming back and what breaking up with me? You made me feel like i wasted my time. Worst, i wasted my feelings. So why call you now? So that maybe the next thing you say to me will be, lets not be friends? Which is basically what i got yesterday from you saying, i'll leave you alone. I thought you never quit..You don't just quit a friendship. But whatever. Do what you want right?
You were what kept me going, my insipiration in life. You were what made me happy at the end of every day how i could call you before bed and you'd make my dreams come true. You were my passion, my fire, my fuel to keep going. You inspired me in everyway, especially when taking photos.
Now you're like the figure in a snow globe, but every time i shake you snow does not fall... only tears from my eyes.