Comments | gingergirlslove: Reality's Betrayal

gingergirlslove

Reality's Betrayal

Mar 03, 2020 22:09

Monotonous. The lies of a false deity, telling me I'll never love like that again. The way I loved a true God, having been ripped from the very fibers of my spinal chord. How empty & powerless I felt. No matter how pure my tears were, there was no God that showed up, and saved me...from that. No scripture consoled me, no matter how many I read. No ( Read more... )

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alexanderscttb March 5 2020, 16:05:19 UTC

From what I have read of your writing so far, it's like being witness to the experience of very intense spiritual strife ( ... )

gingergirlslove March 6 2020, 02:51:00 UTC

Yes, thank you. I am coming out of an extreme nervous breakdown, as a result of all this. I am using this writing platform as a way to intellectually organize my experience and convey the extremities of it. I will eventually have it all into a book, which will be aimed at waking up "God's people" to the reality & dangers of human trafficking. It will also, incidentally, hold them to the very words and actions they tout at people and each other. (actually, that's my favorite part) If you take them at what they "teach & preach" and hold them to it, it pretty much shuts them up. My book will be titled Anihilation: This Means War, and a good, healthy portion of it will be holding them accountable. Whether they choose to take action on the recovery of human trafficking victims, or not, they WILL have to acknowledge the truth and reality I bring "from God", as when preparing to do battle (spiritually), one MUST humble themselves. This will DEFINITELY lead them to that. For now, I just have to get some things written out, so that I can ( ... )

alexanderscttb March 6 2020, 16:04:20 UTC

It sounds exciting, and also important. It gives me hope to see there are people out there such as yourself willing to sort out the details of a horrific experience, not to repress it, and working towards bringing the truth to the light ( ... )

gingergirlslove May 18 2024, 05:54:14 UTC

I'm so sorry, I just saw this. Life is quite "slow goes it". Posts have been sporadic, at best, and often for "just me". I've "deleted/cancelled" the dam journal two or three TIMES now, and find some reason to come back too it, as you have 12 months after doing so, to retrieve info, or change your mind. The determination is still there, but it's difficult to organize so much inside me, and then sometimes, it's like there's "nothing there", as in the words that don't come like they should. As if, the powers that be, KNOW that I DARE to be contentious with them. Today was much better. I have been having "breakthroughs" again, and look forward to completing somethings, and coming into more knowledge about power and control in my own life, as wisdom comes through what is needed to say, and more confidence to seek out who to say things to, and with. I posted today with more clarity, and look forward to bringing about a greater manifestation. Whether it will be some big "famous thing" or not, obviously shall remain to be seen, but I look ( ... )