breakdown
does anyone else feel like when they need someone the most is the time when no one is available? i have soemthign to do tomo, but as for today i was floundering and felt like a fool for breakign down in forn of my dad about my financial problems, even though i am in teh place i am in due to my on actions and its not his fault i am broke. he gave me his gas card to fill up my tank with and i totally lost it sayign i shouldn't depend on him for stuff like that anymore and he told me it was ok, but i don't feel ok. i have seven dollars to my name and owe my friends money. i know some of you are in worse positions so forgive my moaning, it si just hard to keep all this inside.