never..
do i have time for anything...not even for this but im being bad and am holding off my two compositions for studio art for a second...
news in my life not that yall care but anyways...
took out my facial piercings...well just nose and labret...nose still is open for some odd reason...i just got tired of them and they look cool but i think i look purdy-er with out metal on my face
lost 20 something lbs sinces july how the hell did that happen...i went to the doctors and thought i only lost 20lbs..when i lost 26 lbs ...and i have 26 more lbs to go....damn i cant believe i was ever that large...oh well its life...i gained 40lbs in 1 year...and its taking me about 3 to get it off and then reach my goal weight.
craig is sweet...taking it way way too slow...we ve been going on "dates" for a coulpe of weeks and well all i got was a sweet kiss and a hand holding...and i know im the only girl cause he is with me all the time so..he needs to step it up a notch...but this is way better then hey how are you wham bam thank you mam kinda guys which i seem to meet ALWAYS..but throw out faster then i can say my name is...kris gained some beer weight in his face..he needs not not drink as much..we are cool..except he is not the one for me right now...
i got on new birth control and i have 12 freakin prescriptions of the morning after pill that i wont ever use who the hell would need 12..and if they do need 12 they need to stop having sex fo sho.. but came with the prescription of birth control..wierd...it better not make me have big boobs cause big boobs look dumb on me...
i miss my brother a lot lately i dont know all my paintings and composition always ends up to be about him...wierd...i also miss my dad and my sister...although several ppl have been calling me about cat's new bad thing....and my cousin has been calling me too stressing on things that happened years ago...something we all just need to forget and not think of anymore...its just not worth it.especially holding grudges on grandma...she is old she needs something to hold
on to...just let her be...i dont know. im trying to be the strong one...but i cant be the only one...
school is good...but at the same time im going to need to take summerschool here this summer so im probably not comming home for the summer...and i decided between london or australia for study abroad next year...so cali is so not in my near future...but i do miss you guys and love you....
so if you guys dont hear from me in a couple of weeks or days or months im just busy so call me if ya want
news in my life not that yall care but anyways...
took out my facial piercings...well just nose and labret...nose still is open for some odd reason...i just got tired of them and they look cool but i think i look purdy-er with out metal on my face
lost 20 something lbs sinces july how the hell did that happen...i went to the doctors and thought i only lost 20lbs..when i lost 26 lbs ...and i have 26 more lbs to go....damn i cant believe i was ever that large...oh well its life...i gained 40lbs in 1 year...and its taking me about 3 to get it off and then reach my goal weight.
craig is sweet...taking it way way too slow...we ve been going on "dates" for a coulpe of weeks and well all i got was a sweet kiss and a hand holding...and i know im the only girl cause he is with me all the time so..he needs to step it up a notch...but this is way better then hey how are you wham bam thank you mam kinda guys which i seem to meet ALWAYS..but throw out faster then i can say my name is...kris gained some beer weight in his face..he needs not not drink as much..we are cool..except he is not the one for me right now...
i got on new birth control and i have 12 freakin prescriptions of the morning after pill that i wont ever use who the hell would need 12..and if they do need 12 they need to stop having sex fo sho.. but came with the prescription of birth control..wierd...it better not make me have big boobs cause big boobs look dumb on me...
i miss my brother a lot lately i dont know all my paintings and composition always ends up to be about him...wierd...i also miss my dad and my sister...although several ppl have been calling me about cat's new bad thing....and my cousin has been calling me too stressing on things that happened years ago...something we all just need to forget and not think of anymore...its just not worth it.especially holding grudges on grandma...she is old she needs something to hold
on to...just let her be...i dont know. im trying to be the strong one...but i cant be the only one...
school is good...but at the same time im going to need to take summerschool here this summer so im probably not comming home for the summer...and i decided between london or australia for study abroad next year...so cali is so not in my near future...but i do miss you guys and love you....
so if you guys dont hear from me in a couple of weeks or days or months im just busy so call me if ya want