college college college
so my thing about not drinking when i get here so i can focus on school went out the window the first day i was here and chad peer pressured me into drinking...a beer...it all started with one beer...and now..well i party everynite and get drunk all the time...that is so bad ..but at the same time i managed to study all day durring the day...people think i live in the study room...so i just had rush and i am so happy with the new pledge class...for one they are all gorgeous young women and i cant say enough on how cool and fun their personalities are. like i am in love with them all..although im so so so so so glad that all this rush crap is over. the process is so long and time consuming there were times i wanted to shoot myself...and when i got a girl that i had to talk to and she was a dud i swear i wanted to whip out a rope and hang myself...i remember that same feeling last year going through rush meeting annoying soroity girls rushing me...at least i didnt have to walk all over the hill....if you wanna see my bid day ....you can go to this website who host our proofs for a short amount of time so we can buy it...WWW.COLORADOCANDIDS.COM and click college...the university of colorado...then chi omega ...then bid day pictures....the pics were so cute...the bid day shirts were awesome and since i cut my shirt i ended up cutting like the whole house shirts ...so we were styling on bid day...i am beginning to love college and to realize what college is all about and i really do feel like this is more homey and more comfortable...i miss home though and friends though but at the same time its not the same and its my time to move on and do something new something away from everything...and i think im happy doing it..as for the guys situation...its a bit confusing for me...there is this guy named craig who is in my spanish class ...yes another guy in spanish class...and well he was in the class with kris and i last year but never really got a chance to talk to him cause of kris and well craig was always cute...so this year he is in my spanish class agian and he waited for me after class...and asked me for my number which was so cute...he always sits next to me we always talked..we already went out to lunch...and last nite we went out drinking together and he was so adorable he is really boyfriend material i love it...but everything is going nice and slow which is how i like it and want it especially when it comes to relationships i dont want to rush into things cause those turn out to be meaningless...and then there is chad...one of my bet guy friends...the year started out great with him and we could talk abnout anything...but recently we have been having wierd tension and it is freaking me out...and we argue alot now...and he almost got in a fight when i told him sunshine the guy who lives in the frat next door ...so i am staying away from that ...so however that works out we will see