my saturday nite...
so thursday and friday i was over at the pi kapp house (the frat next door) got a little to wasted on both nites...skyy? vodka is way to bad ...bacardi...tequila...and sunshine puking in his bed...gross...but the best thing is i can spend the nite and wake up at 10 and walk across the street literally and go upstairs and it would seem as if i did sleep in my bed...how great is that..getting drunk and seeing mark walk around in a towel to have freshmen drool over him is hilarious especially when you can make fun of him for it ...so here comes the saturday nite...so last year playboy came to cu for a college issue of playboy...and last week me and my friend tjerstine..were walking and got stopped by some random man and was like...im with playboy we are doing another college issue and handed us his card and said come to the playboy hosted party on saturday and we are doing a open search there to pick some girls for a charity golf tournament and party at the playboy mansion...so me and tjerstine were like hmmm this could be interesting...but we dont want to be in playboy...but he said to call anyways...so we did ...and the guy said be ready by 8 pm and we are going to pick you up from chi omega...and we were like hmmm ok...so we get ready and was debating to even go or not...and we get out of the house and a fat ass white limo with a bunny emblem on one of the windows picked us up...that was wierd momment number one i didnt know what to expect i was expecting like 50 blond bug boobed girls to come out and eat me alive...but there were other cu girls in there just as wierded out as tjerstine and i...so we show up at this party and there are random ppl everywhere ppl in suits old ppl college students and a OPEN BAR...so me and tjerstine walk around and dodge anyone with any type of camera...for one i dont know where that pic would go..and they needed our pics for the search thing...but seriously in all honesty why would i do that but i had to so if god loves me that pic would go to the trashcan ....why would they pick some short random asian...but it was fun...but i wasnt feeling it for too long...so i ended up leaving around 11 or something like that..and i ended up going back and then drove my random drunk girl friends around cause well i dunno cause im nice? and then i drop them off at some party at 1pm then CRAIG called...and i was all dressed up cause of the party earlier in the nite...i was wearing this halter top that neckline droops down so low if i opened the neckline you would see my belly button haha...but since my boobs are merging on A cups...i didnt have a problem with flashing...and the back was super low so you can see the top of my tattoos...and my skirt was black and flowy at the end and i had strappy black stillettos...craig has seen me dress up to go out to party but i havent worn anything that risque before...so when he came out to my car to get me he kinda had a deer in headlite look...lol...so we ended up just cuddling in his room watching a movie but even the cuddling was way innocent..too innocent maybe...and i put on his t shirt and ended up talking and falling alseep.....we didnt even kiss....he is bf material and im beginning to realize hat because weve been hanging out for a while but we are taking things so slow...and i definatly recognize some familiar aspects of a growing serious maybe fall in love relationship ...but i have learned to 1. NEVER EXPECT ANYTHING FROM GUYS BECAUSE THEY WILL ALWAYS FALL SHORT OF YOUR EXPECTATIONS...AND IF YOU DONT EXPECT IT ...SOMETHING GOOD AND GREAT CAN SURPRIZE YOU...2. NEVER CLOSE YOURSELF OFF TO OTHER GUYS JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK SOMETHING IS HAPPENING WITH ONE GUY....CAUSE WELL YOU MIGHT BE OVERLOOKING THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE WHILE IN THE PROCESS..PROFESSING LOVE AND EXCLUSIVENESS IS A BIG DEAL...so on that note..my hopes are not high and im still just having fun meeting ppl.