She's lost Control
I don't know what the hell is happening, but my state is deteriorating rapidly and seriously... I am terrified, I have never experienced anything like this... I am holding by a thread and I'm scared it's about to break
It all seemed to have happened since I was put on prednisone ( and ended in hospital may I add) for a severe unspecified allergy that couldn't be diagnosed for a damn month! Since quitting Prednisone, which is a steroid I have been in freefall... I read about depression as a side effect of it, and I had it also intravenously in hospital, I read it can also last up to six month, but my GOD, nothing like this EVER gone on with me! WTF is this? How do I cope? How do I stop this? What the HELL DO I DO???
It all seemed to have happened since I was put on prednisone ( and ended in hospital may I add) for a severe unspecified allergy that couldn't be diagnosed for a damn month! Since quitting Prednisone, which is a steroid I have been in freefall... I read about depression as a side effect of it, and I had it also intravenously in hospital, I read it can also last up to six month, but my GOD, nothing like this EVER gone on with me! WTF is this? How do I cope? How do I stop this? What the HELL DO I DO???