Jan 23, 2007 00:41
So evidently today, well, no, yesterday, was the most depressing day of the year. The reasons are vague, weather, post-holiday budget issues, lack of fulfillment of new year's resolutions, that sort of thing, but I just had to wonder who took the time to try and figure out which day is the most depressing. That is honestly something I never thought I would know.
But now I know. So I guess I should be happy about the enlightenment.
In other news, I bought my first cigarettes since I turned 18 the other day, and I've discovered that it is really hard to get the smell out of my hair, and that my lungs suck. I think something is gradually growing wrong with me, when I was in high school I could smoke and only cough a bit. Now whenever I inhale I cough so much I almost throw up, which is all well and good for getting high quickly, but it hurts, and I don't understand the change. I've always smoked at night, and usually in the cold, sometimes in the rain, I can't come up with an environmental problem, which leaves the issue in my lungs.
That's a shame. I mean, really, I'm only 18.
But that's life.
I need to kick this depression streak, right about... now.