End of Day 5
I had an amazing time tonight! I went to a party with my friend and we danced the whole night! It was awesome. I feel kind of sad that he didn't try to contact me though. I shouldn't feel sad though. I mean, I want this. If we talk it will just be painful, because I know we can't be together because we fight all the time. So I have to just keep going and take it day by day. Hey, I've already gone 5 days. And I feel pretty good. I haven't gone into a deep depression yet. Let's see what happens though. Wait till my time of the month comes! OMG. I'll be a mess! I definitely get depressed around that time. Although, now that I've been eating a lot better and running every day, maybe it won't be so bad. I hope not anyways.
I don't feel tired at all even though it's SO late. I NEVER stay up this late! I want to go to bed. I don't know if I'll be able to sleep! I'll probably go read in bed.
I don't feel tired at all even though it's SO late. I NEVER stay up this late! I want to go to bed. I don't know if I'll be able to sleep! I'll probably go read in bed.