Day 5
OMG. I can't believe it's been 5 DAYS since I've talked to him! This is crazy.
I have to admit, I do the slightly stalker-ish type of things like check if he's online, etc. BUT I don't go as far as IMing or emailing.
I do really miss our good times together. But every time I start thinking about him again, I just remember all the times he's been a jerk. And I remember how we only had those good times because everything was perfect that one particular day - if I was ever upset about something, he just wouldn't wanna deal with it.
I've had a pretty busy day - went running, went to the store, made lunch, etc. Tonight I'm going to a movie with my (girl) friend, and then we're going to some kind of party at a winery that her mom invited us to! So, I'm pretty excited. Should help me get my mind off him.
We usually spend at least 1 day together every weekend. So this feels odd... But, it's not totally horrible because I have stuff planned, so I'm not going to be like, laying around being depressed.
I have to admit, I do the slightly stalker-ish type of things like check if he's online, etc. BUT I don't go as far as IMing or emailing.
I do really miss our good times together. But every time I start thinking about him again, I just remember all the times he's been a jerk. And I remember how we only had those good times because everything was perfect that one particular day - if I was ever upset about something, he just wouldn't wanna deal with it.
I've had a pretty busy day - went running, went to the store, made lunch, etc. Tonight I'm going to a movie with my (girl) friend, and then we're going to some kind of party at a winery that her mom invited us to! So, I'm pretty excited. Should help me get my mind off him.
We usually spend at least 1 day together every weekend. So this feels odd... But, it's not totally horrible because I have stuff planned, so I'm not going to be like, laying around being depressed.