Feb 19, 2009 13:48
clincials are getting better minus that my instructor is a demon. maybe if i kissed her ass like the other students she wouldnt be such a bitch to me all the time.
the best part is that every time she flips out and assumes i am doing something wrong, i prove her ass wrong and she shuts up and ends up just walking away from me because she looks like an idiot.
ginette: "WHY ARE YOU STANDING HERE! YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO TAKE REPORTS WITH THE NURSE FOR EVERY PATIENT...NOT JUST YOURS!"
me and jenna: "uhm hi, our nurse left to go do a medication stat ordered by the doctor...she isn't doing the reports right now"
ginette: "oh" :walks away:
so like 5 minutes later she comes back over to us while we are in the middle of reports and this was the conversation:
ginette: "i want you to auscultate the lungs and abdomen of your patients"
jenna and me: "okay, we are still in the middle of reports, we will do it when we finish"
ginette: "you don't have to do all the reports...we are going to do this instead"
can anyone spot the inconsistency with that? yeaaaah, me too.
my favorite part was at our 'meeting' today before we left, and i quote "i want all of you to ask me questions...i won't get mad. i don't want you to be scared to ask me anything because then you won't be able to learn."
really ginette? because today when jenna and i were trying to talk to you about auscultating the lungs you flipped out because we asked how we would word our findings in the documentation.
me: "how would i word my documentation on the chart if the patient has crackles in thier lung sounds?"
ginette: "IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR THEN WHAT IS THE POINT OF DOING IT?!?"
me: "I know what i am looking for...I just don't know the proper wording and the proper terminology for the documentation...my question was how to document it"
ginette: :walks away:
it gets annoying always having someone breathing down your neck and bitching at you because they are ASSUMING you aren't doing your job. more than likely if i am standing around not doing anything it is because i just got done being with my patient, my patient is eating, or my nurse is handling something and i am waiting for her to get back. i am getting tired of all my instructors contradicting themselves. "rule #1...NEVER EVER EVER assume!!!!" yeah, oookay.
i need to bitch some way, so i am using LJ...i can't even write my opinions and feelings in my 'reflective' journal for clinicals (which is the point of having the stupid reflective journal) because i am told my feelings are 'WRONG!' by ginette. hahahahaha
im counting down to spring break.