(no subject)
Trusting that you will be someone I can count on
to be there for me when I need help was a
mistake that I won't be allowing myself to make again.
I will also remember from now on
not to trust much of anything that you say.
I'll just wait for your actions to reveal
the real truth behind the situation.
I will remember that everything is a joke to you
and from now on not depend on getting any sort of
support or sympathy from you.
Hopefully, in this way, I will get my pretty little world destroyed far less often.
This week is something that should never happen again.
And since it is highly unlikely that you will
pull your head out of your ass far enough
to realize that and to keep it from happening in the future,
I will just have to push you that much farther away
so that I can protect me, since I
am obviously the only one in this relationship that will do it.
Oh, but I had so loved not feeling alone in this.
Maybe it's my own fault.
Since my life has basically been a series of lessons on
how no one can be truly depended on-
maybe I should know better by now.