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Things are stinky.
This week was exhausting and wore away my stability.
"I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
But i'm so lonely I don't even want to
be with myself anymore
On a different day
If i was safe in my own skin
then i wouldn't feel
lost and so frightened.
But this is today
And I'm lost in my own skin
and I'm so lonely I don't even want to be
with myself anymore.
I just want to feel
safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again"
{dido}
On a side note-
I would like to apologize to everyone I am neglecting lately. Aside from being crazy sick with some blood deficiency (severe anemia + something unknown), I am mentally (psychologically) very messed up currently. So-if I've turned down hanging out with you, it's just because hanging out is simply much much more than I have the ability to handle right now. Getting out of my bed at all is a major feat. I will be better eventually, and I will catch up with everyone.
Oh, Also-If you want to call my cell, I will try to call you back, but please don't call my house. I'm usually not there due to the fact that I'm not entirely welcome there. It's much easier for me if people just don't try to reach me there or enquire about me there. Thanks much.