Here's a random 'have you ever..?' that i stole from shane.
because I've been awake for almost 20 hours
and my brain is turning to mush.

1. Given a homeless guy more than $5?

um..not in cash. I've given a family more than $5 in food though.

2. Spent more than $500 on a bf/gf's gift or a night out?

Nope. *shruggs*. He hasn't spent that much on me ( Read more... )

Today my brother's girlfriend bought him a bunny.
It's gray and soft.
It's name is Goo.
I am in love.

Wow..I haven't been here in a really long time.

This last month has been amazing and wonderful.
I think I have changed so so much in the last year and
I am just now realizing it.
I think I'll talk about that more later.

Lately..things are good.
Friday I hung out with my mommy and we
rented Batman and Constantine for a pre-halloween movie night.
I love my ( Read more... )

As sometimes happens
a moment stopped
hovered
and remained
for much more than a moment.
And sound stopped
and movement stopped.
And then the
moment
was
gone.

Houseboats was freakin' rad.

Those of you who know me well will understand this.

Today my brother went to prom with his girl friend and I went to take photos of them.
While my mom was greeting all the other parents, she introduced me in this way:
"This is my daughter. She's a photographer."
With sincerity & pride in her voice.

And this made my day/week/month/year/life.

My grandmother has brain tumors
=
I will be spending mother's day in the ICU.

I have to take speech.

This may not come as a news flash
to anyone else out there but
for a girl who can't walk into a bookstore on her own
without needing to run screaming or vomit
that it a big scary thing.
I do not talk to my friends on the phone
because talking makes me that nervous.
I just might die in this class.

But-
I am taking the 4 week one.
I ( Read more... )

Wow.
It's been a long time since I was here.
Here's an update then.

It's finals time for me.
ick.
AND
My 15 piece portfolio is due on Thursday and
I am freaking out.
But I'm not in the lab working on it.
???????
I don't know.

And
The Phantom of the Opera comes out on DVD
tomorrow
and that's happy...
but not as happy as:
NINE INCH NAILS NEW ALBUM COMES OUT TOMORROW
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Boy-

when i am alone
i only think of you

There’s times where I want something more
Someone more like me
There’s times when this dress rehearsal
Seems incomplete
But, you see the colors in me like no one else
And behind your dark glasses you’re
You’re something else

You’re really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I’m really lucky
Underneath it all
You’re really lovely

You ( Read more... )