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Life Update, anyone?!
Holy hell I didn't realize it's been so long. There have been so many things going on in my life... so many things that I thought I understood and was SADLY mistaken. But it's ok because everyone makes mistakes... all you have to do is pick yourself back up, brush your ass off, and keep going ( Read more... ) -
If I was beautiful like you.
Mmm lately I love Garbage. They're... well... amazing. I feel so lost, confused. It's like I know what I want, but I don't. And even if I did, it feels so far away. And I just can't grab it. I'm torn apart. I'm doing what I've always done, spread myself thin. And yes, many times I think I need to... I can't help that so many people need a shoulder ( Read more... ) -
Fuck Me....
Thanks to wonderful Cabaret this past weekend... I now have Tendenitis [or however in the hell you spell it], and basically, my leg hurts like a MO-FO and I want to cry at random times throughout the day because of sharp shooting paings going all through my foot, up to my knee. Let me tell you, it's amazing. -
Random Thoughts... Read at OWN Risk...
Ok... so I've been thinking about it. I don't want to live here anymore. I hate my house, I hate dealing with all the bs I deal with all the time, I don't want to anymore. I don't think I can. This is so dumb. I always feel bad, I feel like I'm the horrible person, I can't take it anymore. I'm sorry ( Read more... ) -
Do more than exist- Live
And this time, I'm living my life, to it's absolute fullest extent ( Read more... ) -
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Doctor's appointment today... I just hope I'm not dying like I think I am... that would, could, and does truly suck. But hey at least I'll feel better when I see Aaron if that's the case ( Read more... ) -
*Melting*
Kuramasan87: Vision of beauties, dost my heart sing? Gorgeous creture or something, never was much for poetry, but I will give it a try, hope this poem doesn't make you cry, you light up my life like no one I know, you have a wonderous and flawless glow, your eyes remind me of the warmth of home, with you I know that I am never alone, sereneding ( Read more... ) -
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I'm sick of it. The empty promises, the pathetic I'm sorry's ( Read more... ) -
It's the TRUTH... SWEARSIES!
I HATE THE SNOW! And aside from that... I've got nothin'. Uncle Mark came home from his other knee replacement today... it's amazing how 3 days after a surgery you're able to get up, and walk around, and freaking walk up stairs. Granted he had a little help [a walker, people both infront of and behind him] but still! And school blows my nuts. ( Read more... ) -
*Sigh*
I've never been precious to someone before. You amaze me, every moment, of every day. I think about you constantly. I can't get you out of my head. No matter how hard I try. You're amazing, I can't wait to go see you. I miss you.... and that my dear is the truth.
I mmmmmmmmmmiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssss you....................