I'm not saying I write fanfic for the smut. Writing makes me happy and if I am writing it's a good sign that my mental health is in a good place. But dammit, I want some smut. I'm 25,000 words deep in this story and NO motherfucking fucking, or even heavy snogging, just the slowest godsdamned burn that ever slow burned. OMGWTFBBQGMSC I'm also ( Read more... )

It snows and it melts and it snows and it melts. And it snows. And it melts. April doesn’t know if it’s Winter or Spring. One day the trees are budded and daffodils are blooming and the long fingers of the iris spread high above the packed earth. The next day is a study in white on white and grey sky lowering over the landscape confused again by ( Read more... )

I finally managed to finish the fkn plot bunnies from hell and the story in its entirety came in at 43,255 words. There are still days left in October and I could conceivably write another 7000 words this month, disproving my long held belief that I can't write 50,000 words in one month, yeah, dammit. So good that I got the plot bunny out of my ( Read more... )

So far this month I have posted 31,500 (and three) words of fanfic in this series that is eating my brain, or what there is of my brain, whatever. I have another 3,191 words written in story number eight (or chapter 8 or episode 8 or whatever) and it's not done yet. I have no idea what the monthly record is for my previous eras of writing but I can ( Read more... )

My favourite time to write (and always has been my favourite time even when I had a job and it fucking killed me to do it and I did it anyway) is between 1am and 4am. A friend and I used to joke that 3am was best because everyone is asleep then and all the ideas are available to have. I have been writing a lot (for me) lately, so far about twelve ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I wrote anything, holyshit, I feel terribly productive. Part Two of the ongoing mess of L&O:SVU PlotBunnies is up and while I didn't intend for slow burn, it seems the bunnies like the slow. dammit ( Read more... )

well... plot bunnies. dammit. Not my usual fandom and it has been fkn YEARS since I wrote hetfic, so all kinda new and WTF here. Yeah. But dammit. Rafael's fkn socks. They make the plot bunnies dance, they surely do. I gotta go find out how to make the journal entries work they way they should, I useda could do the LJ cuts by heart and I don't ( Read more... )

I wrote 400 words of bad fic today. It isn't fanfic but it could be and it isn't a story, but it was 400 more words of fic than I have written in a few years. Yay.

I dreamed that I was in the hospital for something minor and my sister (the half-sister still living) was ill and I was trying to convince the doctors that she needed to be in the hospital instead of me and finally convinced them and she took my bed and I went to gather her stuff and exchange it for mine, she was staying in a motel for some reason ( Read more... )

I am a little rusty, please to forgive. And yes, I am aware that Sade was NOT singing in jazz clubs in the 60s, whatever. Let's pretend she time traveled, yeah ( Read more... )