I have this constant, constant, constant ( Read more... )

Gosh, am I seriously retarded? Like... I fail so hard at........... people, relationships- whatever you want to label it as, I fail at it. a;lsdhkas;kldh How do you relationship ( Read more... )

So just last night I was thinking about how I should possibly try to forgive my dad, seeing as he hasn't done anything in a while and all. I don't like to hold grudges. It takes far too much effort.

Well, this morning he left open a dating site again.

So much for that. -_-v

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This is mostly for myself. I never remember people's names... Seriously, my brain kind of processes slowly, and they introduce themselves and then start talking about something else right away. D: Like, I have a hard enough time keeping up the pace of most conversations anyways without having to pause and actually think about what was just said. I ( Read more... )

Ugh. I'm such a terrible person. I have trouble expressing myself, especially when it's something important. I think there's a quote: "One is able to say more if they feel less" or something. I get all flustered and emberrased and kind of move on to something else really quickly.

It's so frustrating because I wan to be able to tell people what I'm ( Read more... )

     Aaaaaaaaaaaack! I dunno what to do! I dunno what to do! I dunno what to dooooooooooooo! I found out today that part of my job is to email book requests. I can't handle talking to strangers! and I always mess up on emails.  Unless it's to my friend, I have to have Mother check it. I don't know how to be formal! I don't know how to do it! and I ( Read more... )