Happy in the morning. Apathetic and blank by 4 unless hopped up on caffeine. Going to start taking more lamictal in the morning in hopes of fighting back the worsening symptoms ( Read more... )

Fall depressive cycle, please go away. I really don't want you interrupting my life right now.

I noticed my natural sense of neutrality is becoming more of an overriding sense of apathy. It seems almost like my emotions are dulled.

My head is too quiet.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so skeptical and cynical. Sometimes I really, really miss being able to believe in things like god and magic and all that jazz ( Read more... )

Oh look who's posting again ( Read more... )

Dr. Bantly is switching Dad's meds and pulling him off Depakote to switch to Topamax.

Today my dad yelled at me for the first time in years.

I fear stormy times may be ahead.

I had a really good night a DND. We had a lot of fun, laughter, and some really memorable experiences. I got to talk about Yu-Gi-Oh till I was hoarse, played the card game, and concocted crackpot theories on how to make the show fit into Mage the Ascension ( Read more... )

No piercing because plumber is coming out today. Oh well ( Read more... )