My Heart Pounds

[gapinghole]

I believe I can see the future
I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream

I can't remember exactly how this got started

My heart pounds
it pleads for the warmth it once knew
But My heart is deceiving

I can't remember exactly how this got started

Sometimes I think I'm happy here
but its just pretend
I can't remember exactly how this got started
Hands are shaking cold
they were meant to hold

I can't remember exactly how this got started

I konw she's right here, but shes also distant
Ive tried my antidote for heart break
but my bodys stays resistant

of all the things I had it was only love that i could send
I can't remember exactly how this got started
And I can't tell you how it will end