Jan 20, 2006 05:53
GOD DAMN! Can you believe all the heat i got from that last entry, people came up out the cob webs to get at me. HAHAHA. I didnt know know what i wrote was gonna offend any one. But you people gotta admit, (even people not mentioned) we all do really REALLY stupid things in order to futher maintain a recognizable status quot right? (keep what we got cause its comfortable) Shit, Im guilty of that. But Im still going to appologise individually on here (and unless i hear other wise im just going to assume you except it, MWWHAHAHA *<---- evil laugh*
Angela: Of course i gotta apologize to you to first. Beautiful you know your my heart right? Girl, are you in love or what. cant nobody tell you nothin. Especially that your wrong, shit im skurd that I might get a bullet to the ass bone for that shit, but i deserve it (just give me like, a ten second head start.) Your my bestest friend in all of existence. mad MAD LOVE "for-ev-er" -Geeky kid of the sandlot.
Mandi- *HUMPH* One day and everything changed. believe me i see your point of view all too well, but i think i'll stick with my view out this room window. And look in towards the future. You kick some class ass. and ENJOY YO SELF. (Remember to meet alot of new folks)Im going to take this time to make sure you know some things. There are things more complicated than words could possibly express, I hope yourea;ize that but what can be expressed are these truths. Mandi your beautiful, I knew that from the first time I saw you.and beautiful isnt just a word to describe your apearence, more of a word to describe...you. I could walk this earth in search of some one as sexy, smart, careing, or as predictably unpredictible as you. That is something i can only strive for. you know what you ment to me? If there was anyone who could change my habits, as well as my mind, it was you. Someone who made me smile just knowing you were smiling to, it was you. Even now i wish things were different, but they wont be. Its kinda wierd how i sigh every time i think of your name. well not much else to say, but that I'll miss you, miss you more that you'll ever know. But like I told you along time ago Ive never settled for anything, doing that hurts your self. and in my case it would just kill me. (thats really not an extreme thing to say, Ive been hurt like this before. Im my case Its my problem to get over and mine alone.) Much love sugar booger. Much love always.
Jessie- My boy, guess I spoke to soon, my b.I shoulda had FAITH. Your the only brother I got left since JJ died of ego cancer.(the silent killer *tear*) so you like the big, attractive impaired girls. they gets no love from me, theoretically they have to get love for some where. HAHAHA! no really i love ya man. your destined to do great things. you just scared me a lil back there.
Jewel: mmmmmm...ok got it. nothin short of me getting murdered, or you showing me your penis. can change the fact that you were a girl I fell in love with. sorry ma but that dont really resolve & and go away. I dont really plan on hearing, seeing, feeling, tasting, or smelling you again. you should plan on the same thing. Ok to be honest. I was mad. WAS. but ask anyone, ANYONE, I swear right now if you find one person that can honestly say that i ever said anything bad about you in ANY way thats $1500 in your pocket at that second. HAND TO GOD. Sorry if You felt that you were offended by what i wrote. Not my intention. I just used you as an example. Aint nobody ever told you who u were, and I'll be DAMNED if Im gonna try ma. So um... Do your thing at school, i hope you dance when ever you get a chance, and much love. one.
Adam- My Brotha' from anotha' motha'. The only cool polock for miles. you know i gots love fo ya. your... ethics are a little misplaced.You dont date my sister, ive beat asses for less man. and you know that. um, yea I know your goin through shit right now so i aing gonna tell ya shit up here. so i apologize for getting on yea earlier.
NOW IF YA'LL DONT MIND, balance has a damn (literal) MOUNTAIN of green in his house and a party at 10:00. and those two things cant co-exist....Weed fiends, mmm mm mmmm.