Dreams broken;
Replaced by those anew.
Never really reaching me;
Reaching out for you.

Where is that lost part of me?
I left her somewhere far.
Where are all my memories?
I block them in this war.

All the love I have to give,
Wrenching life, as I live.
Tomorrow's sorrow kisses me;
A sorry friend who's meant to be.

I started treatment on antidepressant and antianxiety medications on Monday night... I hope that it helps. Those meds helped last time I was treated, which was 2 years ago (at least). If nothing else, at least it gives me a little hope, a little light at the end of the tunnel.

Here's lookin' at you.