I only wish you dead
Appointment on Friday went well enough. I was stuck with dad taking me though, that's always enjoyable... Had to wait 30 minutes to get my blood taken, then I was in the waiting room for the doctor for a few minutes but ended up actually waiting inside the office for an hour or so to see him for like two seconds. By the time I got out, my dad was nowhere to be found. Nice. I waited around for another 30 minutes or so for the clerk to print off my schedule. As I was about to leave, one of the other patients waiting there informed me that my dad had ponced off to the café, apparently he told the clerk but she was so swamped with things she forgot.
Nice.
I thought the prick had left me (wouldn't put it past him, I've been going to the institute for about 6 months now and this is only the third time he's been there. The first, he took me but kept bitching 'cause he had somewhere else to be that was more important apparently than being with his very sick daughter...).
Anyway, my counts are good enough to go through with chemo on Tuesday. That'll be my last chemo and I'll finally get the stupid PICC line out! Yay!
We didn't have Thanksgiving dinner today since we'll be doing that tomorrow with my cousins. Turns out I'll be spending all day with them though. Since I don't drive, I need to get a ride out there (they live outside the city). Mom's working, Candice is sick. Guess who I'm stuck with again? Yeah. Guess who has 'more important' things to do than spend his Thanksgiving with family? Yup. He apparently has to go gliding with his cadets tomorrow. I don't know how they're going to with the weather the way it is, but whatever. He asked if I wanted to go up in the glider. Turns out I seem to have made his day by saying 'sure'. I'll recant that though if I'm the one that has to steer the thing. O_o Surely one of the cadets will. Or dad if he goes with me but he might be flying the tow plane.
From there he'll drop me off at the cousins and he'll go back and do whatever he does with the cadets 'til about 2pm. I'll just... hang around I guess. Might as well bring my PSP and work on Dissidia some more.
It's situations like this where I really wish I had my own damn car and driver's license. I'm sick and tired of being passed around like a burden between family members. It hits a bit harder now too 'cause I'm generally surrounded by a constant feeling of worthlessness at this point 'cause I haven't done anything in about 4 months.
*flail*
Whatever. I was in a good mood 'til a couple hours ago.
Happy thoughts though:
Spent the day yesterday with Ian, Chantel and jdkusanagi to celebrate Ian's birthday. Just hung out, played "Marvel Ultimate Alliance 2", had Hello Kitty cake, watched "Code Monkeys". Things were good.
Also, it turns out Cloud Strife smells super good. Lol! Square Enix put out a Cloud Strife cologne and while at TGS, jdkusanagi got some. I was expecting it to smell really cheap... not so. It's a nice light, clean, fresh, citrus-y smell. And I swear there's some pheromones in there too... SO good. XD
As some may have noticed, I've updated my LJ layout again. This is sorta my Halloween theme. I like my header, but I'm not super pleased with the background and text block at the moment. Might fiddle with that some more.
Aaaand yeah. Think I'm gonna go watch Criminal Minds and then pass out.
Nice.
I thought the prick had left me (wouldn't put it past him, I've been going to the institute for about 6 months now and this is only the third time he's been there. The first, he took me but kept bitching 'cause he had somewhere else to be that was more important apparently than being with his very sick daughter...).
Anyway, my counts are good enough to go through with chemo on Tuesday. That'll be my last chemo and I'll finally get the stupid PICC line out! Yay!
We didn't have Thanksgiving dinner today since we'll be doing that tomorrow with my cousins. Turns out I'll be spending all day with them though. Since I don't drive, I need to get a ride out there (they live outside the city). Mom's working, Candice is sick. Guess who I'm stuck with again? Yeah. Guess who has 'more important' things to do than spend his Thanksgiving with family? Yup. He apparently has to go gliding with his cadets tomorrow. I don't know how they're going to with the weather the way it is, but whatever. He asked if I wanted to go up in the glider. Turns out I seem to have made his day by saying 'sure'. I'll recant that though if I'm the one that has to steer the thing. O_o Surely one of the cadets will. Or dad if he goes with me but he might be flying the tow plane.
From there he'll drop me off at the cousins and he'll go back and do whatever he does with the cadets 'til about 2pm. I'll just... hang around I guess. Might as well bring my PSP and work on Dissidia some more.
It's situations like this where I really wish I had my own damn car and driver's license. I'm sick and tired of being passed around like a burden between family members. It hits a bit harder now too 'cause I'm generally surrounded by a constant feeling of worthlessness at this point 'cause I haven't done anything in about 4 months.
*flail*
Whatever. I was in a good mood 'til a couple hours ago.
Happy thoughts though:
Spent the day yesterday with Ian, Chantel and jdkusanagi to celebrate Ian's birthday. Just hung out, played "Marvel Ultimate Alliance 2", had Hello Kitty cake, watched "Code Monkeys". Things were good.
Also, it turns out Cloud Strife smells super good. Lol! Square Enix put out a Cloud Strife cologne and while at TGS, jdkusanagi got some. I was expecting it to smell really cheap... not so. It's a nice light, clean, fresh, citrus-y smell. And I swear there's some pheromones in there too... SO good. XD
As some may have noticed, I've updated my LJ layout again. This is sorta my Halloween theme. I like my header, but I'm not super pleased with the background and text block at the moment. Might fiddle with that some more.
Aaaand yeah. Think I'm gonna go watch Criminal Minds and then pass out.