Comments | galactic_spiral: lost in a world of a downward spiral...

galactic_spiral

lost in a world of a downward spiral...

Jul 22, 2006 19:50

let me first begin with a cry out...i need help. There, its one of the hardest things to do. admit I don't know what i'm doing. Especially on something like lj, but i figure maybe if the rest of the people who say they're my friends know what's going on with me i'll get some good advice and start making my way up this bottomless hole i seem to ( Read more... )

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Please dont yell at me... saint_angelus July 23 2006, 07:41:06 UTC

I might seem like a totall ass here, but I hope I dont. Cuz its you, and your cool like that ( ... )

Re: Please dont yell at me... galactic_spiral July 24 2006, 20:14:00 UTC

Thank you so much for letting me know you are there and know what i'm going through to some extent. I appreciate more than I could ever say.

foilofbob July 23 2006, 17:45:42 UTC

Everybody has shit in their life. Not everyone voices it, but we all have it.

The truth is, no one knows what they're doing, they just have an idea of where they'd like to end up. There's no rush to become who you are, you've got your whole life for that. Relax. Let things happen.

“The thing that is really hard, and really amazing, is giving up on being perfect and beginning the work of becoming yourself.”

What do you want? Who would you like to be? If you don't know, that's fine, most of us don't - our task is to try to find out. So do what you feel like and try new things until it becomes clear. It will eventually. And remember that life is rarely as bad as it seems.

saint_angelus July 24 2006, 07:00:09 UTC

yeah. what he said.

galactic_spiral July 24 2006, 20:14:52 UTC

Relax seems to be the keyword people tell me to be like. It's hard for me to just relax, but i couldn't agree with you more that that is what i need to do. thanks for being there for me miles. *big hug*

tintedsun July 23 2006, 21:13:18 UTC

I just wrote a really long post about how I'm here for you and saying that if you need help and don't know where to look call me, night or day, because if I can't help, I know someone who can. I have got resources up the wazoo. I don't know if your symptoms are the same as mine or if you have target behaviors (I can explain the therapy jargen if you like) but I have been diagnosed with BPD and have taken extreem measures trying to deal with it on my own. No matter how much you want to block out the world sometimes we will always be here, loving you.

ps. this is Leah, I don't know if you know that

galactic_spiral July 24 2006, 20:16:45 UTC

Leah, I miss you so much. I'm so sorry i don't call or get in touch with you more. I wish i could have been there for you when you needed friends the most. All I can do is say I'm here now and would really like to sit down and talk therapy jargen with you someday. And about your new boyfriend?! Francis! How great is that?! congratulations sweetheart. My phone accidentally deleted your message, so I lost your number. Call me when you can! Love you!

tintedsun July 25 2006, 00:30:48 UTC

I would call you right now but when I called you I got the number from Miles and never wrote it down. I will definitly put your number in my phone as soon as I can talk to him and I'll call you right away.
Much Love

photomypotato July 24 2006, 03:28:18 UTC

"Finish each day and be done with it. you have done what you could. some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." --Emerson ( ... )

galactic_spiral July 24 2006, 20:19:00 UTC

That quote really does ring true and is really great. Knowing that you are there for me makes me feel really good and have a little hope for the future. I don't hate your job really, in fact i'm almost envious that you are out there doing it making it work and succeeding at it. You found something that you are really great at and you are go far with it. I am so proud of you Jo. I would really appreciate your help with the whole goal thing. I sometimes forget that I cannot take on so much in one day and that I really just need to slow down and take it one step at a time. Thank you so much. Love you

m332960073452 July 24 2006, 15:48:00 UTC

...Gives mommy big hugs and kisses...

By reading your entry i still really have a little i idea of what you are going through but of what i'm getting you are so full of the things that you "have" to do that there is no time just for you. (if i'm getting this wrong i'm sorry)

I know how that feels cause i'm right there with you. i wish tthat i could go back to my high school self and just be. it all made sense and i didn't have to pay or it.

I don't know about your relationships but do what your heart tells you and you will live to see another day.

I love you and i wish i could give you a really hug.

Love Bethany

galactic_spiral July 24 2006, 20:20:06 UTC

I miss you babe! Where are you in life? What are you up to?! Thanks for the hugs and kisses. I miss seeing you everyday and your amazing big hugs. Keep them coming! Call me, we'll chill!
love you!