Nov 26, 2005 15:38
thankstaking was good. i like reclaiming holidays with chosen families. even though i didnt know most of the kids i spent thnaks giving with, i'm pretty sure i enjoyed it way more than i would have with any of my family of origin. i'm also really greatful to have been invited... so thanks you know who you are.
yesterday i fixed my car a bit and then went to therapy, a two hour boxing class, and then out to hot pants. phew. The boxing class kicked my ass but was really fun. There were only six of us including the teacher and everyone but me were small but buff asian/philippino dudes.
I've said it before, but i'm so much more comfortable with boys who are my height, and in this case they were all pretty hairless too, so it sort of just felt like it was a class full of tranny boys. They were a little wary of hitting me in 'the wrong spots' or full on wrestling - which came later when everybody was done with the class and just messing around. I think i may have stuck around just for the sake of homoeroticism. It got pretty hot. UI also got to swordfight.
Then i went home and showered and went out and danced for three hours straight. The night was good and i saw a lot of good people. There was one buzzkill blip when i said hi the dancers ex. He got a new haircut so i touched his head and said hi and he flipped out and told me to 'never fucking touch him again' I was just like 'alright whatever, nice haircut.' And he said 'I dont fucking care what you think.'
He was absolutly seething. I think if i hadnt just shrugged my shoulders and walked away he would have tried to punch me. All night after i got home i was daydreaming about how easily i could have had him on the floor, especially with boxing class so fresh in my mind.
He's a little dude, it would have been no contest. And he's been such a shithead to me just about all the time i've known him. I've always been really nice to him, i even brought him flowers after his surgery. The only reason that i see for him having such a problem with me is that the dancer liked me so much. But that is between them and no reason to be an ass to me.
Whatever, its not even worth thinking about. The reason she left him was because he was an asshole, so i guess i shouldn't have been surprised. It just bugs me so much when trannyboys get all macho. One of the things i think is so great about them(us) is that we can be boys, but better, because we know both sides of it. We get to choose the kind of man we want to be so much more cognitavely than bioboys do. But i guess there are girls like that too, maybe he was an asshole when he was a girl too, i didnt know him then. Phht.
goingout,
dancing,
today,
workout