i'm still pretty blog phobic these days, waiting for interview results. they said they'd let me know by the end of the week. i am so excited by the prospect of this job that it makes me want to hide under the blankets until i hear back ( Read more... )

havnt been feeling quite up to blogging. ugh. up and down lately ( Read more... )

i'm really wanting to live in the city lately. having my home and my social life in two different places seems silly.

dont feel like writing much today. been talking to the brain, tc, myself about big stuff. it seems like its big change time for everyone. everything is good though, just intense, and exhausting.

tomorrow wookiepocket got me a quickie monkey ( Read more... )

today i decided to give myself the day off. i slept a lot of the day. woke up late, talked on the phone to the brain, took a shower, masturbated, took a shower again (yes it was that good) and took a nap. then woke up again at 4pm and realized i was so very hungry.

( boring synopsis of the day )

i went to hotpants with a balloon animal on my head and i got more happy cute smiles than i've ever gotten there.

i think i might be starting to take my own advice.

(and i think boy_macrame should start passing as a tranny boy more often. i think he'd find himself in more enjoyable social circles.)

lots of cuddly rainy day time punctuated by great conversation and things like sex in a showerstall in one of those fake bathrooms at ikea. whew ( Read more... )

i made this big long entry yesterday but it got lost somehow. i've been not making so many updates cuz suddenly a bunch of my friendslist has started showing up in my real life and its really weird to me when i start telling a story and all of a sudden someone goes 'oh yeah, i read about that' Its also general december depression ( Read more... )

i am a fuck up ( Read more... )

boxing tonight! and lots fun things to do this weekend! With lots of awesome new people. And i think i'm going to a model session that cyrk_vision told me about too. And its nice out agian so i get to ride my bike again and not have that weird wet bike seat ass print ( Read more... )

i dont even work there anymore and they still screwed me over. I was told I would get my last paycheck today, lumped in with those very petty two days i worked... what did i get paid for? just the two days ( Read more... )