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Just to let everyone know I'm back in PA. I've been passing my time away by hanging out with my cousin, my parents and watching tv. My parents are driving me insane with depression already. Always telling me how shitty I am and how much I suck..it doesn't get to me usually but since I'm sad about leaving Bemidji, it is really hurting me. I'm crying constantly when I'm in the house and poor Ruth doesn't know what to do. She wants to be there for me, but at the same time she needs to be apart from me. Its really hard to go through a breakup when you're still so much in love with the person you're breaking up with.
My best friend should be home soon..she left today and she has a 15 hour flight to make. I hope that we can be each other's shoulders to lean on. I guess I really need someone to talk to and I need some find some solid ground to stand on...but everything is up in the air and everything I seem to grab is slipping through my fingers.
Just hate mondays.
My best friend should be home soon..she left today and she has a 15 hour flight to make. I hope that we can be each other's shoulders to lean on. I guess I really need someone to talk to and I need some find some solid ground to stand on...but everything is up in the air and everything I seem to grab is slipping through my fingers.
Just hate mondays.