A lot has been going on lately. A lot medically, a lot with friends and parties, work, theft, geez- a lot even with lightbulbs. Lightbulbs!!! Ugh ( Read more... )

Okay, now where was I?  Right, the first part of my day is here.  I'd promise to keep this short, but honestly, that's just not going to happen ( Read more... )

Okay, now where was I? Right, the first part of my day is here. I'd promise to keep this short, but honestly, that's just not going to happen ( Read more... )

It's 4am, and I can't sleep. Maybe it's because of the baby who woke because her diaper leaked, but now that she is warm, dry, and back in dreamland, all I can think of is everything that I should have said yesterday, but didn't. So now my mind is a tangled, knotted mess, and perhaps if I get it all out, I can finally breathe easier, and put this ( Read more... )

Laying in bed, and I just feel like writing. My baby is nudging me gently, letting me know s/he's still in there, and my husband softly snores beside me. The fans are on, and softly whirring. The rest of the house is silent- the day has yet to begin. It's 7:30 on a Sunday morning.

I probably should get my shower over and done with. Today I plan on ( Read more... )

Sooooo, my husband has a new job.  He is so over the moon happy, it's infectious.  :)  One of the requirements of his new position is that he spends a lot of time traveling.  Not a lot of overnight traveling, but a lot of time behind the wheel.  So, since he's a music junkie, he bought a bunch of blank CDs, and because he's awesome, he made me one ( Read more... )

Yesterday brought me news that made me both fly higher than a kite, and dashed me to the ground. Both pieces of news occurred within 5 minutes of each other, and it was a moment where I truly thought that this is what is must feel like to be bipolar.

First, the good news. My husband was offered an amazing job as an IT Administrator for the company ( Read more... )

So many never speak and grieve in silence. Today is Pregnancy/Infant Loss Awareness Day, so I will stop, and take a moment to remember ( Read more... )

So, all of this is my fault.  Or so I keep hearing.  *sigh ( Read more... )

So I got a sad panda phone call today, which displeases me.  Apparently, a friend of my husband called him today, and told him that he had to check out his ex-wife's blog, because she was blasting him 10 ways from Sunday.  So he called me to bitch, then asked if I thought of him as emotionally abusive, physically abusive, inconsiderate... the list ( Read more... )