Jan 20, 2006 01:49
so....i'm drunk......
its been a bad, bad, bad, couple of days...but..ya know.....it'll be okay, I guess....
Unfortunately I have to move to charlottesville a lot sooner than planned, so I'll be down there by the time spring rolls around...which sucks cuz i really didnt want to have to move that soon...but oh well...for the best I guess
I'm so fucked up right now
but its cool
cuz
I've made peace with reality
and the way things are
itll be in my memory, lost somewhere in the shuffle of day to day life
And
I don't hate him anymore...I can't...he was too close to just cast aside over some shit that shouldve happened long ago...hugging him feels a lot better than hating him
I'll be okay
wish me luck