relax.

[full_of_it]

take everything on step at a time. don't be so consumed with everything you have to do and the little amount of time you have to do it in. Be happy things will work out for the best and in times when they don't you will learn how to think on your feet. You will become a better improviser. 
relax.
relax.
relax.
and take it all one day at a time.

Currently my to-do lists out number the number of days I have to do them in
Currently my "to pack" list is larger than the bag I have to pack all of the things into
Currently I am going to end my whining and start being excited for the amazing 2 months that are ahead of me.
Currently I am going to prevent myself from getting caught up in my usual fears and worries.
Currently I am going to only be concerned with the current. Not with what I could have done differently, or what things will be like when I get back.
Currently i am loosing my mind...and not sleeping. It's strange that worry feels a lot like doing Coke. They both keep me up with an energy I don't desire.

I have 3 days left in Cali, then a Week between Boston and New York, and then I become a globe trotter.

Currently I am excited. I am breathing. I am almost relaxed. I understand that nothing can be perfect but everything can be amazing.

Currently I am deciding if I want to make this my travel journal or not...guess we'll find out in a couple of days