Really struggling lately. Claudia found me a psychologist (finally) that just does, I guess, therapy, or maybe CBT (which I've never actually had before), and I was sort of avoiding calling her because I'd given up and have had very little motivation to do anything for quite a while, but.. I don't know. I've been screwing up really badly for the ( Read more... )

Ha.. ha.. haaaa. I miss my boys. I see pictures of them have a jolly good time with each other/people I know without me and I feel all nostalgic, like I do for snow in the summertime. I guess it's mostly my fault. Sort of. Though I can't really control the whole anxiety thing.


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