Update.
Wow, I haven't made any substantial entries in a solid month. I guess I just get lazy when it comes to updating sometimes. (Think I mentioned earlier that I really suck at keeping journals.) Anyway, yeah. I guess there's really nothing new, except that I've pretty much decided that I hate this alternative school thing at the mental hospital. It's just not for me. I mean, not knocking the people there, and I'm not trying to be conceited, but holy fuck. These people are twice my age and learning how to read, for God's sake. None of the volunteer teachers there can teach me at the level that I need to be taught at. There are four volunteer teachers and all of them only know how to teach English. What I'm looking for is math, physics, chemistry, biology, and at a twelfth-grade level. I flipped through all their books, and all of the textbooks they have there are for kids in fucking elementary school. They also have three GED books, but I'd die before I'd be willing to take the GED as opposed to going back to school to get my diploma. It just isn't good enough to get into medical school, even if I scored a perfect 100%. Anyway, whatever. I'll go back next Wednesday and then when Dr. Lidstone comes back from vacation, I'm just going to tell her that this program isn't for me. Like shit, it's just a total waste of time - I just literally went and spent three hours sitting there reading a book and listening to music. I was looking into cheap art schools and I think that would be a better alternative - at least I'd be able to go once or twice a week and learn something constructive (albeit useless), something that I like and that I'm good at so that I can do something fun in a low-pressure environment, just to get me back into the routine of getting up, showering, getting dressed and going to school. Anyway. Going to bed now, I'm tired and bored. Fare thee well.