Second Anniversary
It's been two years since Dad died. Maybe that's why tonight I feel antsy, nostalgic and a little bit lonely. I've just got this gnawing feeling in the pit of my stomach; glee.
I feel like I have a lot of regrets today. I feel like that I'm not the person I should be. My temper can get away from me at times and I don't like that about myself. It doesn't do anything resembling honor to my family, nor my dad's memory. I need to learn to mellow out a little bit.
I lost a lot of friends in the past because I just wasn't mellow enough. I know they don't read this but I'm sorry Nicole, Yugami and Kitty. I really lost some valuable things because I was too foolish and too willing to act on impulse instead of reason. I'm also sorry to you, Dad.
I'm a history major and I'm thinking it's because I got it from you. I never really knew that history and cultures were a passion for you. I wish we could have shared our passion and used that to bond with one another. I wish I could have told you so many things and asked so many things about you. There's so little I know from your own lips; I didn't make the best of our time and I'm sorry.
I'm sorry to everyone I've wronged in the past; like with my Dad I didn't show our time together its proper respect. Thanks for what you did give me, though; I really appreciate it.
I feel like I have a lot of regrets today. I feel like that I'm not the person I should be. My temper can get away from me at times and I don't like that about myself. It doesn't do anything resembling honor to my family, nor my dad's memory. I need to learn to mellow out a little bit.
I lost a lot of friends in the past because I just wasn't mellow enough. I know they don't read this but I'm sorry Nicole, Yugami and Kitty. I really lost some valuable things because I was too foolish and too willing to act on impulse instead of reason. I'm also sorry to you, Dad.
I'm a history major and I'm thinking it's because I got it from you. I never really knew that history and cultures were a passion for you. I wish we could have shared our passion and used that to bond with one another. I wish I could have told you so many things and asked so many things about you. There's so little I know from your own lips; I didn't make the best of our time and I'm sorry.
I'm sorry to everyone I've wronged in the past; like with my Dad I didn't show our time together its proper respect. Thanks for what you did give me, though; I really appreciate it.