For a long time i forgot livejournal even existed. I remember writing in this at one point almost every single day. I use to tell my day from start to finish. like i had no life almost. I barely touch my computer anymore when I use to spend long hours on it at a time. Its funny how fast things can change. In less then one month I will be free of ( Read more... )

Sometimes things can fall out of place just as easy as they fell into it. I got my tonsils out about two weeks ago. Really, it sucked more than i thought it would. I don't remember much of the last two weeks and i'm sure they weren't a thrill. I'm still healing, and honestly i hope it starts to go a lot faster. I lost 15 lbs. Yeah, eating crushed ( Read more... )

Everything has slowly fallen into place between us and thats awesome. I never want what we have to end.

Adams moving out of his house, basically being forced. I wish i could move in with him but that would never go through with my parents, plus i still need to live at home. Damnit, im still in high school. Fuck it though, its almost over for the ( Read more... )

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Words that get tangled through each other have no meaning or the most, it depends on how you take in what is dealt to you. Not knowing half the time what I say or yet feel is common. Not knowing when enough is enough may be the worst part. My body can not handle the intake that is consumed. I fein it even when it's being done. Its {almost} the only ( Read more... )

An amazing song for an amazing boy ♥

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern ( Read more... )

Jealousy is something that rarely comes to me, but at times I still get that feeling in the pit of my stomach, and sometimes its hard to get through but trust overweighs jealously in the long run ( Read more... )

Goodbyes are no good for me, im terrible at saying goodbye but you think by this time we would be use to it, use to the pain that is causes both of us. At least I know this goodbye isn't forever, it will only be like two weeks, but two weeks could feel like an eternity. Hopefully we will never part again, these feeling i have will never fade again ( Read more... )

Its almost like i never have time for anything anymore. School is fine. I'm extremly happy that midterms are over. I did well in everything, i know that for a fact. Actually lately school has been going good for me. No more C's and D's just higher. I'm loving that because I know im capable of it, I just get lazy. I know all of this. Work is well, ( Read more... )

I like the way he holds my hand and the way he kisses my forehead as i'm falling asleep with my head on his chest. I like how he takes me out to dinner & isn't afraid to show me off to his friends. I like how he opens doors for me & surprises me at work. I like how I get along with his friend & how his family likes me. I like how he likes me ( Read more... )