Today or tomorrow
For the first time ever in my life I can't see past the present. I always focus on the future, i always have to do something today inorder to make my future better. And everytime i day dream its always on the future, like me in college or at work, or with a family(which is hardly ever) or even if its just me at 18 or 19 still at safeway. For some reason i don't want to think about the future cuz i have no hopes for it. I don't know if this is a breaking point for the better or for the worse....