So i felt productive today. Did 5 lessons today on my online class and today was the first day too. I decided i'm not going to college....make the shock face! Well at least i don't want to just jump right into college, i really just want to travel. So i'm thinking i might take a semester off of school, and maybe just do online school or something ( Read more... )

So i finally figured out a story line for a movie i hope to do. I'm excited. In recent news...A 19 year old Peta supporter changed his name to KentuckyFriedCruelty.com. Thats balls! I think i'll marry him...

And there goes my childhood. Last christmas EVER as a kid. I don't know if this a good thing or a bad, but today just sucked. period.

I miss starbuck nights. I miss my childhood i never had. It was never easy to be the outsider of my friends, its harder than it looks to join a group of friends that have already been friends for years. And you wondered why i fell down so many times. Eyes were more hurtful than the facical expressions. But i guess i can't ask for better. I just ( Read more... )

I have too much common sense for my own good

So i've been working 40 hours a week, plus 20 hours a week with school, and i'm just so tired. I told my mom this and she told me she didnt' want to hear it cuz it was my choice to work that many hours. I was like, well is it my choice to be put in a house that barely counts as middle class. I'm working so many hours to pay for college and my car, ( Read more... )

For the first time ever in my life I can't see past the present. I always focus on the future, i always have to do something today inorder to make my future better. And everytime i day dream its always on the future, like me in college or at work, or with a family(which is hardly ever) or even if its just me at 18 or 19 still at safeway. For some ( Read more... )

Tonight my parents went somewhere so i was home alone so i took the car out, and i went down deer valley towards 67th and that brought back tons of memories going to Sam's house. Last year, as much as it sucked, was prolly one of the best years of my life in awhile. For 3 months i was never alone on a weekend, i was never wondering when the next ( Read more... )

I need to spill my soul...but no one is there to listen

I smoked my first cig. today...the last 2 weeks have been full of firsts and fun times