Sep 24, 2006 11:01
I'm going to start writing in a journal at home. I think I've been stressing out a lot more lately then ever. I feel like I need to just write a lot more so I can relax myself. The only thing I worry about is someone reading it. I mean sometimes I get really mad on second and need to write about it to help me calm down. And then after getting it out I feel better. But that doesn't mean I stay mad or anything. But I feel like some people would get upset if they read it because I would be spilling out everything I'm feeling at that moment...but it does change moment to moment. But I need to do whats going to help me no anyone else. Oh well...I'm going to write a disclamer page. Some about if you read this...lol! So at least someone will know what they are getting into. I'm at work but I don't want to be here. I wish I could have shorter days. But I need to make money. I need to help pay the bills. I need to pay for my car. So I work. That's all for now...I need to start doing something else...maybe read! Hope all have a great day!!!! :)