Don't know...
This feeling shouldn't be there, it's growing under where no one can see.
It started out as just an innocent chat, now it's something that really won't last.
Not doing anything wrong, but that nagging says different.
Don't want to hurt anyone, especially myself.
Can't I just make it all stop, for it to all go away with just one drop.
My heart is holding heavy, my life is out in my hands to give.
But no one is worthy of this, too precious to just give away.
So I hope to just wipe a clean slate, to start all over from scratch.
Don't want anything more than friendship, will I even handle that?
My heart races, my fingers sweat, the lump in my throat swells.
Please don't let this happen, I don't think I'm make it through.
Holding my breath, running so fast, never looking back.
It started out as just an innocent chat, now it's something that really won't last.
Not doing anything wrong, but that nagging says different.
Don't want to hurt anyone, especially myself.
Can't I just make it all stop, for it to all go away with just one drop.
My heart is holding heavy, my life is out in my hands to give.
But no one is worthy of this, too precious to just give away.
So I hope to just wipe a clean slate, to start all over from scratch.
Don't want anything more than friendship, will I even handle that?
My heart races, my fingers sweat, the lump in my throat swells.
Please don't let this happen, I don't think I'm make it through.
Holding my breath, running so fast, never looking back.