What the fuck is happening to me?

[frimples85]

Ok, I must be fucked up, because I find myself now crying and thinking about Charlie. I haven't thought I made a mistake with him since I was with him. But, I know I had a guaranteed thing with him. We could have been something really great. I find myself surrounded by happiness, but of those around me; not mine. It seems that everyone is

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i feel ya sis

[bambi_425]

if you think you're the only one who is lonely you are so very wrong. you know i'm just as lonely as you. just because i see him all the time doesn't mean i don't feel alone. i don't know if he loves me anymore the way i love him. i don't know if he is ever going to come back to me. and that is the loneliest thing i have ever known. to love someone and not know if they still love you at all or if they just keep you around for the sake of having someone at their beck and call. it's hard to tell and i don't know what to do anymore. i can't leave him. i want to just to see what he will do....if he will fight for me like he used to and like he says he would. or if he would let me go. i fear the answer so i avoid the question. anyway. not that this is making you feel better but i at least want you to know that i am mr. lonely too. you aren't alone. you'll never be alone as long as i am here because i feel your pain. we have the same brain.
a friend is a single soul dwelling in two bodies....you remember that love ok?
i love you.
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Re: i feel ya sis

[frimples85]

I know that you are there with me on this whole ing, it's just that we really don't see each other that much. Well not as much as I see everyone else, so I feel alone more. I love you so much.

Re: i feel ya sis

[bambi_425]

well if you would quit bein so stubborn and call my cell sometime we could make plans. cuz no one ever answers your phone whether you're home or not so i never know what's goin on. you know i would do something with you if you wanted to. it's not like I don't want to hang out ya know? i just never know when you're doin something. i know you don't like to talk on the phone but it doesn't take long to let me know what's up or ask me to do somethin. don't be skerd lol. i love you sis.
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