The Worst Week Ever!!

[fridayiminlove8]

so this week sucks butt!! As if my whole brother things wasn't alot to worry about, ivan called and told me not to call him anymore. he said that he read my journal and that he should have never talk to me again. he got mad about the whole me seeing adolfo when i went back to el paso. Ok first of we werent together when we had made those plans.

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I luv u Stefonia

[anonymous]

I luv u baby,Stephanie we have both been through so much i jus think that u really do have feelins 4 anthony and u should know that i am a person that isnt a cockblock but i really do luv u w all 4 parts of my heart "say im a bird" that was so cute but i guess it was all an act that u were puttin on it jus hurts cuz i felt a reason 2 look forward 2 the next day i want u 2 know there has not been 1 day since u left i have not thought about u im suppose 2 be ur NOA but i guess ur right things dont always go the way u plan them but i luve u gurl"you dont even Know Dawg" u just lifted me up and dropped me again like your little fukin toy i know your going through alot and i promise ill prey 4 ur brother and were gonna fuk those guyz up PROMISE they get theirs i love u i know im not the best lookin guy out there, the most cutest or even nicest or most intellegent one out there but when im with u i really do feel that was i will always love u and u will always be mine but i guess this is ur time period 2 jus have fun i feel like a bitch cuz every leter i type it jus hurts just like when u pull the scab of a wound that was heeling well u opened that cut again but sooner or later itll heel again jus be true 2 me baby and be honest and everything will be okay i love u so much theres no way 2 describe it i cant believe im about 2 cry again over the gurl i love in from of one of my bestfriends "peanut" it jus hurts so much I want everyone 2 know outthere that i honestly am in love with this gurl and no matter the distance i will always luv her shes My mocosa i guess i wont be visiting u..... i luv u k stefonia but 4 know im jus gonna have some beers and get fukd up that seems the only way out I wanna b with u so bad and no dont fuk ur noah ur noah luvs u. I LOVE YOU STEFONIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Re: I luv u Stefonia

[fridayiminlove8]

Ivan everything that i have ever told you has not been lie. It is just you make it so hard to be with you sometimes. You jump way ahead of yourself and start saying things that you don't mean. You didn't even give me a chance to explain why i wrote some of the things that i wrote because you are so hard headed. About Anthony, you have me and him soo wrong. Yeah i did like him, but he did what he did to me and now it is completely over. I can't even be his friend, so you have nothing to worry about there or with any other guy. but right now i am working on my power point at my friends house, so if i don't get home on time i will call you tomorrow. aye ivan.