Okay I am super excited for tonight. Danielle,Vanessa and I are going to have a girls night in!! We are going to the gym for like two hours, since we are begining to be cows. After we work out we are going to order pizza, yeah we are defeating the purpose of trying to get in shape, maybe we should get Subway. After we get the food we are going to ( Read more... )

Well this entry is dedicated to all peeps (ha ha) in El Paso. Miss you guys
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Today sucked like so bad, and I don't even know why. It seemed like almost everyone irrated me. Like this one guy I have for spanish, he thinks he is like so "rocker and goth". He is nothing but stupid poser, who makes him self out to be depressed and miserable. He like strives on that he is so "different" but he is nothing. Ugh he just gets to me ( Read more... )

Well about a week ago Ivan found out that I had this journal. I don't care if he reads it cuz I am not doing anything wrong and I don't have anything to hide, but it just got to me that he knows about it. I don't know how to explain it really, I guess since Ivan gets mad so easily I feel that anything I write will somehow back fire and make him mad ( Read more... )

Ug I hate the end of the six weeks, I am really starting to stress now. I am passing all my classes but I have two c's. If I don't bring them up to b's my dad will kill me. The six weeks ends on friday, so yeah basically i am dead. Yesterday my dad asked me if i was going to stay for volleyball afterall and i told him that i don't think so cuz of ( Read more... )

Hey Steph its me Anthony look first i want to say sorry about your brother i know it hurts and if there is anything i can due to comfort you let me know hell ill even sing you a song and you probably dont want me looking at your journal but i would like to know how things are with you and make sure your alright to tell you the truth i want to be ( Read more... )

so this week sucks butt!! As if my whole brother things wasn't alot to worry about, ivan called and told me not to call him anymore. he said that he read my journal and that he should have never talk to me again. he got mad about the whole me seeing adolfo when i went back to el paso. Ok first of we werent together when we had made those plans. ( Read more... )

My brother just had surgery today, hopefully all goes well. He will have to have his jaw completely shut for 5 weeks. His only means for food will be through a little opening through his side of his mouth. He says he is in too much pain to drink through a straw. It just gets me so mad, because I just picture him lying there and those assholes ( Read more... )

I found out yesterday that my brother went to Juarez to go party and like four guys jumped him. It was over some stupid girl that my brother was talking to. It was like 12 guys against my brother and his two friends. These four guys started hitting my brother, my brother knew he was outnumbered so he just fell to the floor and tried to cover his ( Read more... )

Well I am here at Laura's and yeah we had sooo much fun tonight! I didn't know that a sky blue has alot of alchol in it till Ivan told me. We all got a little tipsy today, ha ha that was all ghetto of me. So Anthony tried to talk to me the other day and I told him that I don't want to talk to him. It was great. Oh and I found out that the girl he ( Read more... )