The Worst Week Ever!!
so this week sucks butt!! As if my whole brother things wasn't alot to worry about, ivan called and told me not to call him anymore. he said that he read my journal and that he should have never talk to me again. he got mad about the whole me seeing adolfo when i went back to el paso. Ok first of we werent together when we had made those plans. Then he went on about Anthony and how much i liked him. Again me and Ivan weren't together. I am not going to lie i did like Anthony alot, but now it is done and over with. We don't even say hi to eachother. Then he went on about how i wrote those things about him in the past. I was pissed at what he had to me, about the person he changed into, about how he acted in front of everyone else that he didn't miss me. I am sorry but i was angry and bitter and hurt. But he has this whole thing completely wrong and twisted. He is making a huge mistake, because i was so ready to try things out again. If he doesn't want to talk to me, then its him because i know that i didn't do anything wrong. he is getting mad at me for things i did when we were together, but yeah let's not forget how many girls he was hoeing around with. I have too much going on with my family and myself, to let this bring me down. I did once without, and i can try to do it again without him. so you know what screw guys, all of them, even fucken noah!