i think you miss life the most when you dont have one... of corse i have one but i realised lateley it evolves around only a few things. Hockey, my family, a few of my friends and josh. i cant actually socialise without him it finally dawned on me that i have no idea what to do when he isnt around. my gosh it is scary and hockey is almost fnished. ( Read more... )

so i have this wacky idea im gonna start another book.. im going to keep going with the one im writting now but im going to start a new one. and riight here right now.

Life, love and sorrow.I was sitting on the swing, listening to my ipod it was about 3pm and i was supposed to be home by now but i couldnt seem to put the ipod down. my sister had ( Read more... )

So most of you know me im not a bad person most of the time! am i? I normally do the right thing so why cant i just firgive her.. i have come so close in the last two days and true Britt is gone and i seem to be the only one that is holding onto this whole thing. but i keep thinkoing what if that was me what if she said that stuff to me??? - i ( Read more... )

Im looking forward to tomorrow. but i just want to be able to rest and relax everything seems to be stuck on fast forward. nothing can be slow and relaxed i spent the afternoon with josh yesterday, he was sick and had said to me that he wasnt going to kiss me. he so couldnt resist. well that and i sorta pushed myself at him. lol not in the bad way ( Read more... )