Lost not found

Apr 11, 2007 11:44

[Private post]

I went to the mansion yesterday after school. Lex was gone. When I went looking for him, I found Lionel instead. Lionel told me Lex had left for China with Jason. He said he got the distinct impression Lex didn't want me to know about this trip. When I asked if he knew why Lex was going to China, he said it was either for business or pleasure. I don't buy that it was for pleasure, especially if Jason went with him. I know Lex was mad at me, but I doubt he'd do that.

I guess I'm going to have to talk to Lex after he returns. It was frustrating to say the least. I really wanted to see him and speak to him. His cell phone says he's out of range so I guess he really is gone. I almost didn't believe Lionel. He has a tendency to hide the truth, especially from me.

I couldn't sleep at all last night, so I did all the chores four times. My parents found me in the barn working on the tractor. I ended up breaking a wheel off when I tried to straighten it. I lost control of my strength. I hate when that happens. It's so frustrating. I hate my body sometimes. My dad wasn't angry. He told me we'd get it fixed somehow. I want to know how he's going to explain the damage. "My super strong freaky alien son broke it when he was trying to lift it over his head. What? You say, that doesn't happen to you every day?" That's going to go over so well.

I ate three plates of pancakes this morning. I was so hungry after being up all night. I hate it. I hate that Lex is gone and I can't talk to him. I hate that I'm such a freak. I hate that my whole life seems to be falling apart and I can't do a thing to stop it. I never should have gotten mad at Lex.
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