really guys, calm yourselves.
if what i think is happening, is actually happening, it is extremely hurtful. i do not like him anymore, so the fact that you all insist that i do, make fun of me for it, and he and his friends are trying to avoid me because of it, is really mean. you all can take a load off your ego and listen to me when i say I DO NOT LIKE HIM.
don't flatter yourself. you're nothing special.
often i feel:
unwanted, weird, rejected, unlikeable, awkward, victimized, stabbed, manipulated, used, gullible, immature, stationary, confused, misinformed, misunderstood
AREN'T I TOO OLD FOR THAT? SHOULDN'T I HAVE OUTGROWN THAT ALREADY?!
in other news, i went to the counseling center this week when i was having panic episodes, and she recommended that i go to the health center and get evaluated for some medication for times like that. at first i really hated the idea but now im hoping i get it. it would be really nice to just have it around for really anxious times like that.
i need a little break to go home. i like it here, im just getting a little stir crazy. i want my mom and i want my alison and i want my kitty and puppy babies.
im so sick of people around me craving male attention. i understand the feeling so i'm not criticizing them for it. but i really really wish it would just stop. from the perspective of someone who just got out of a relationship and really doesn't want to be in one, it all just seems so unnecessary.
don't flatter yourself. you're nothing special.
often i feel:
unwanted, weird, rejected, unlikeable, awkward, victimized, stabbed, manipulated, used, gullible, immature, stationary, confused, misinformed, misunderstood
AREN'T I TOO OLD FOR THAT? SHOULDN'T I HAVE OUTGROWN THAT ALREADY?!
in other news, i went to the counseling center this week when i was having panic episodes, and she recommended that i go to the health center and get evaluated for some medication for times like that. at first i really hated the idea but now im hoping i get it. it would be really nice to just have it around for really anxious times like that.
i need a little break to go home. i like it here, im just getting a little stir crazy. i want my mom and i want my alison and i want my kitty and puppy babies.
im so sick of people around me craving male attention. i understand the feeling so i'm not criticizing them for it. but i really really wish it would just stop. from the perspective of someone who just got out of a relationship and really doesn't want to be in one, it all just seems so unnecessary.